YWednesday, April 2, 2008' 12:06 AM
hi humans........
tis few days really,, n0t g00d.
hais. g0t maths test t0day.
i 0nly gt 9/17.
i expected 11, cuz i studied s0 hard 4 it.T.T
my maths just sucks can....
hais. ytd g0t pe nd NAFA.
pe ran 2 r0unds ar0und th sch. 6mins.
such a l0ng timing yet i failed agn. cus i feel like v0miting agn.>.<
hais. den f0l0w by my gastric pain l0. guess als0 n0e.=.=
dun0 tis cycle wan c0ntinue h0w many times.
grrs. i hate myself lahs!
napfa was fine, just very tired.
i saw him,
im nt in th m00d t0 have any BIG reacti0n.
0nly j0anne n0es y im s0 abn0rmally high ytd.......x(
cause i rather believe laughter is th best medicine even if its fake.
at incline pull up thr that girl t0ld miie s0meting abt an0ther him.
im s0rry i hurt him, im s0rry!
i feel s0 guilty bt wat can i d0?
everyb0dy just tel miie its my fault.
bt n0 0ne would tell miie wat t0 do?
i can d0 anyting just n0t...........
im s0 l0st ndd i just wanna make up th wrg i did.;(
ytd mum gave miie tw0 TIGHT slaps.
just bcus i talk back t0 her.
i 0nly say 'shut up can?'
i didnt kn0w mum s0 str0ng w0r.
th tw0 slaps made my cheek numb f0r 30 mins.
i didnt cry tis time as i was metally prepared 4 it lia0s.XDD
yue qing is a str0ng girl, nt a weakling kays!
i knew shes g0nna slap miie s00ner 0r later de.
den i was like telling myself, 'tw0 slaps xia0 ma0 la!'
den t0day wake up my face is pain de l0.
t0uch da0 yi xia jiu very pain.
really very pain 0kays. imagine 0ne big elephant step 0n ur face tw0 times.
wat will happen t0 ur face aft that?
thats wat happened t0 my face.=.=
pain jiu pain lur. scared uhs.
0ne m0re slap i als0 can tahan 0k! hmph~
den t0day s0 many ppl tell s0 many tings abt him.
nt 0nly he sad, i als0 damn guilty 0kays.
even bia0 jie als0 sc0ld miie.
g00d lor, g00d j0b~
c0me l0, sc0ld miie l0.
slap miie like wat my mum did if u wan t0.
0r use penknife cut miie als0 can.
at least i wun feel s0 guilty. :(
ending here,
tmr will be fine right?.......
tata..........
put a fake smile 0n. at least better than n0t smiling.