hi humans.



yesterday was torturing.
my menses making me pain like hell.
ok, i admit, yesterday i drank 5 cups of cold syrup...
but then where got pain until like that one.-.-
yesterday night suddenly felt the pain,
then wanted to go kitchen to take pain killers.
but pain until my legs go jelly and can't stand up.
so i was there like a dumb, kneeling on the kitchen floor.
mum wasnt at home, then bro eyes completely glued to his computer.-.-
the pain was unbearable, i keep calling bro but he didnt hear...=.=
*computer computer, everyday computer only.>.<*
i was like thinking, i die here also nobody know...
i sat on the floor for about 15mins? hugging my stomach.
at last my deaf bro finally came to the kitchen to get a drink and noticed me.=.=
then asked him to help me make hot water.
my hands were like jelly until like jelly fish lo.=.=
bro gave me that glass of hot water but i take aready my whole hand jellied then the whole cup fell on to the floor and shattered into pieces.
the hot water spill on to me.
i didn't do anything, the water was just warm lurs.
and just stayed still on the spot. bro piggybacked me to my room and cleared the mess.
*thks....*
teared when i'm in the room, pain like hell and thinking that i'm damn suay. T.T
suddenly so angry with mum...
after divorcing, that means she can go anywhere she wants and just leave her two kids at home?
i'm 14 already but that doesn't mean i don't need a mother at home.
sometimes i just think mum is very selfish.
she never think of me and bro's feelings and just divorce dad..
hais. thats my fate, i have to accept it no matter what.
today morning i didnt talk to mum,
she see me like that she gave me 80 bucks and tell me to buy my own things.
i was angry and teared again.
i told her, don't think stuffing money to me can make me happy.
money cannot buy everything,
money cannot buy the happiness i want,
money cannot buy my daddy back home.
mum just went slient and didn't say anything.
after that didn't talk to mum,
later got tuition, hope someone will cheer me up kays... :(
jiamin jie told me i'm not that cheerful and high little girl anymore,
HAHA, only she knows i smile just for the sake of smiling. :'(
*jie, i know you want the old me, but sorry...*




AND, those who have both your parents living with you happily, better cherish, you are much much more luckier than me. :(



ending here, take care people.
tata.........

hi humans. :D



now is currently 9am in the morning.
w00ts~ i broke my record.
maybe yesterday sleep too early?
mum lar, yesterday keep on nagg about dad then i just ignore and head off to bed at 7pm?! LOL.
she knows i don't like to hear this type of things she still say.
yesterday damn fun siol,
went out with joanne and jaycelyn.
went to causeway to buy joanne's contact lens first.
she bought the 3 mth one.
then the sales person say, "you got wear contact lens before? if don't have we cannot sell to you unless you pay consultation fees and we teach you how to wear."
LMAO?! consultation fees somemore.-.-
she thinks we in clinic ah? need to consult her somemore.
then i came out with a idea and just say, "oh, she never wear contact lens before but she wear coloured contact lens before."XDD
the person really believe and sold the contact lens to joanne wor. LOL.
then went to the toilet next to metro and teach joanne how to wear the lens.
and i found out joanne eyes, erm, not that big?
damn difficult to open her eyes wide lo.
i teach until about 30 mins? she still can't get her lens in.
in the end i volunteered help her put, but she kept blinking.
then i say, "look at me, look at me."
jaycelyn go say,"look at her, shes telling you that she loves ***"
what the, then joanne really never blink or what liao.
then someone muttered, "the power of love.." uh, uh..... (not me.)
after 3 mins, the lens was sucessfully inserted into dear joanne's eyeball, muahahaha~
*siao~=.=*
then still got another eye.=.=
she tried herself, but she say wear until very uncomfortable.
aiya, she will get used to it later.
then put make up, joanne taught me another way to draw eyeliner, quite funny.XDD
after that took 960 to bugis street, go shop shop shop then go do hair extensions.
i extended 5 long ones, joanne 2 long 1 short, jaycelyn 2 long.
then they keep on say mines look so natural then their so fake? LOL.
shop shop awhile more then headed home.
just now bro watch tv and remote control missing.=.=
and he just ran away with his friends and expect me to find it...
anyways, i found $5 on the way.
*hiak hiak~*





ending here, takecare people.
tata. :D

hi humans.



today whole day dating with my com. :D
*宅女，宅女*
bro damn irritating siol.
today early in the morning around 6am come my room hugged dad's laptop playing his game.=.=
he at my room play nvm,
but sound he on until full blast...
sometimes i just suspect is he deaf or what...XDD
then the sound was like, "BANG BANG BANG! RELOAD, BANG BANG, RELOAD PLS!!!"
reload somemore siol...=.=
reload... HAHAHA. thinking of that sound makes me wanna laugh.XD
i want sleep de leh, really can't stand bro's irritating acts,
can't blame him, everybody is borned to have their own attitude, own weird acts. :)
*positive yea? wahaha~*
in the end i went to mum's room to sleep.
but i still can hear the blabbering of the "RELOAD, RELOAD~" sound.=.=
reload then reload lo, dunn0 how to press reload is it...>.<
then my piggy volcano was about to blast when bro suddenly dunn0 press what thing then the com say, "fire him in the ass." LMAO...
i suddenly stopped then laughed.
i was like, "ok, forgive you this time cause you made me laugh":)
nvm, i bear with it...
*hiak hiak~*
then in the end still on com and play cause really can't sleep...
i online msn jiamin jie they all damn shock siol~
they kept on say, "wah~ i got see wrong anot? our little pig wake up so early wor~"
ppl wake up early also want suan me...>.<
then chatted in msn with xiao yan jing(LOL..), wei min jie, zheng kor, jia hui and loads more.:D
can't stand some ppl siol... keep on storm..=.=
spent my whole day on msn,
wei min jie, jia wei jie they all kept bugging me to go back malaysia. lazy siol, XDD aiya, see mummy this type of face sure next week drag me go de lurs... :D
anyways, didnt see dad for 1 whole week lurs...T.T
hope hes doing fine. :)
jean also lurs, so long never contact me, call her also never accept my calls...
sms also never reply...
never update me hows shes doing now.>.<
shes making me worry. x(
everytime like that de, only know how to make sisters worry for her...
*my dear jean, must grow up lur, i can be your cover for now, but not forever.*
but hope shes fine...



don't make promises if you can't fufill it,
don't say 'forever' easily when you don't have confidence to give that person eternal happiness.
you will only hurt innocent people who loves you deeply.
the most unreliable 3 words in the world is 'iloveyou'
you can say 'iloveyou' to someone lots of times in one day,
but its the thought that counts, don't say this word easily cause it hurts when ppl know its just all your sweet talkings.
don't lose things that are precious then you know its precious.
love hurts are just like writings of a pencil, even if you erase it, its will still leave stains on the once white and stainless paper.
don't act that you are brave when you really don't have the courage to admit your love infront of everybody...
it hurts when she knows you are just a person that only knows how to protect yourself when shes there pushing all the blame to herself just because, she loves you.




ending here, takecare people.
tata............

v>

hi humans.


just back from camp.
superrrr funnnn cans...
except for night walk...>.<><
yesterday sarah aiai's voice damn 'man'
then i kept teasing her, calling her 'man'. LOL.
today my turn... sore throat... maybe yesterday ate too much chocolate?
dunno lur, then bro damn bad siol~
he call me do things he say, "eh boy, come here boy"
what the....
just now read few pages of 张小娴 write de novel..
just simply love her novels can...
got one sentence damn funny,
"他说你是他最爱的女人，你就相信吧，何必要找证据去证明你不是他最爱的女人？"
today i want become 宅女，培养感情 with my com~
*hiak hiak~XD*




ending here,
takecare people.
tata.^^

hi humans. :D



still at malaysia now,
at least its better than staying at singapore. XD
ytd went to the store shop shop..
saw a giant fun fair there.
then jia min jie, jiahui jie and me go play.
expensive okie, one ride rm10.
we go play that shi0k thing that turned round and round and round and round and go upside down. @.@
by the time i got down, i felt like vomitting so much siol. LOL.
then jiamin jie go drag me play that siaoo thingy,=.=
it slowly goes up 12 storey high then suddenly *whooosh~* go down.
walao like commiting suicide.=.=
but it was funnn kays!:)
we played alot until we spent about 500 bucks there?
*who cares~~XD*
today went to tasek,
shop shop then go watch "the chronicles of narnia; prince caspian"
*quite cheem lurs, overall not nice. x) not my taste?? LOL.*
i bought a 80 bucks ring, got one free pendant somemore~
*hiak hiak~XD*
anyways, going back to singapore later on,
*sobs~ T.T*
i dont want go back lurs, i want play with biao jies more~!! >.<
yea, go back lur needa face so many problems again.
i dunno how to get used to life without dad with me everyday now. >.<



ending here,
tata........

hi humans.:D



went to cs with biao jies ytd night.
FUNNN! we all wore stockings and superrr short dress. :D
*not really short lurs.XD*
then we at there zi high.
anyways needa go the store now with biao jies...
they are almost ready soon.
btw, i saw jia min jie's neoprint with jonsen.
SOOO NICE!!! XD
*envy~~>.<*
jonsen kor still that handsome....



ending here, gotta set off~
tata.:D

now at malaysia lia0.
mum brought us to malaysia after im fine.
ARGG~~~ can't stand it.
i now inside room using com, and jiahui jie and her bf is at there sleeping and hugging each other.
yiaks~~ O.O
i think i will get used to it eventually.
and, jonsen handsome lia0 wor.
too bad he gone ns and now BOTAK.
*hiak hiak~*


ending here,
tata. :D




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hi humans:D


just came back from kk.
stayed over the night thr.
i just popped 35 pills then i kept vomitting, dad sent me to hospital.
you just won't understand, my hands, so ugly. completely spoiled.
just, can't live with such ugly hands lur.
then anyhow eat doctor give de medicine.>.<
then dr. Ow told me luckily i vomited out th medicine, if not nidda put one long tube thru my nose and into my stomach and suck it out! :o
gross~!!>.<
anyway its just antibiotics, won't die one.XD
that idoit nurse so bao li, put the needle of th drip in my wrist so pain.>.<
then dad told me the drip is neither honey water or salt water..
eyer~ put honey water into my body.
its scary staying in the hospital overnight with so many patients.
most of them are kids.. mum stayed in hospital with me. ^.^
bro stayed overnight at nephew's house.
fast forward>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
morning then discharged, by th time i reached home, dad moved to his house already.
hais, mum said she didn't want us to see dad move out again, so she ask dad to move out when im not around.
maybe like this will be better?




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*hiak hiak~* :D

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