YThursday, August 28, 2008' 2:49 AM
hellos,
yesterday my mood was damn sucky alrites...
dad came again, to take some things and stayed for awhile...
but i was not happy at all...
i saw his phone and read his msges...
its not that i kaypoh, thats the only way to find out hows he doing.
he won't tell us anything everytime he sees us...
then i read msges that mum and dad quarrel,
some are really so hurting..
then went to have a nap..
but tears just flow, its so heart breaking, those heartless msges...
so hurtful, i just can't bear to see them like that.
now i know, people can be really evil if they hate someone,
even if they loved each other, once... so deeply...
today went to school, those msges kept flashing through my mind,
thinking of it,
everytime at home theres always something that makes me sad, :'(
till today then i understand why am i always so happy in school.
cause thats the only place where i feel happy,
at home?
i'm just a retard that foolishly think my parents would reunite just for me one day...
then after school i stuff myself with work,
thats maybe why i volunteered to help Sarah and chunyeow to do things.
i just wanted to stuff my brain with full of things to get away from those thoughts,
cause nobody is there after sch to make me laugh..
then i went to DnT room and found joanne sarah rachel joesis jasmine there,
then did lots of keychains with acrylic...
then then went home alone,
THEN i forget to give joanne her products, they are in my bag,
nvms, tmr i'll give it to her...
ending here, takecares ppl...
Labels: what is the limit of hatred?
Kim Jae Joong