i know you dislike me or what, don't use that disgusted look to look at me.. it hurts. that two years, all fake? i joked like crazy on the bus that day, but in the inside, i felt piercing pain. ;'( dunno when it started.. i don't feel that happy anymore when i see you. is that a hint for me? maybe biao jie's right.. maybe what jojo said yesterday was right, i should forget.. gosh, my heart is hurting... excruciating pain. help~T.T zhu....