YThursday, February 12, 2009' 12:01 AM
hello hello hello~
today school as usual,
didn't doze off today. ;D
but i was still so stuffed up inside my heart. >.<
i was already very stuffed up all along..
just that no suitable candidate to be my listener...
but i found two today. ;D
after school waited for jojo and jayce to go home toogether.
waited for quite long but still waited as i wanna talk to them. >.<
at around 3.30, finally headed to bus stop.
this is the tense up part.XDD i started talking about, they know...
then my voice grew as i talked more and more things * did that made me so unhappy.
yup, finally pour out my anger to them. ;D only to them...
cause maybe they are the only ones who would listen to me ba. they are the best luh.;)
i was like more and more angry as i talked to them, LOUDLY.
i dunno why but i just can't help, my voice just automatically increase its volume.
after awhile they say my face is like red? ya ! red with fire ! i'm burning inside... thats how pissed off i am...
and i didn't confront * of * actions before, how i wish i could but i really don't wanna hurt * feelings or what.
plus i never really shouted someone very fiercely for quite awhile already.
its like no one dare to confront * is * so scary? i dunno.. yes * is, * actions were.
maybe * is the reason why i get so unhappy everyday.
ohya, another victim is suffering everyday also, i pity her too. nvm ! i'll help her. ;)
i do feel alot alot alot better inside now. ;) jojo and jayce ears were suffering and yet they din't stop me.
thanks thanks thanks so much for tolerating me. ;) so touch-ed luh..T.T
nvm~~~ i TOLERATE !!>.<
i won't confront you, one day you'll know, how many people actually dislike you to the core~ especially the ones you think are closest to you.
don't make wild guesses. ;D if you insist i'm writing about you, then carry on insisting, i can't do anything. ;]
ending here,
tata. ;D
i detest you.
Kim Jae Joong